Almost One Week…

So I  have been in Las Vegas for a week now, and things are very mixed. On the one hand I have a dope, modern, clean apartment with my two sisters. On the other hand, I miss my girlfriend so bad I am ready to thow in the towel and book a ticket back already. I never anticipated that this would be so hard. Not being near my girl Nina is the single most painful thing I have ever been though. Those of you who know me personally or from the years I have been on twitter, know that me saying that is no small thing. I have been through some excruciatingly painful things in the last decade. With that being said, I think I really need to dive into finding a job and saving every single penny. I want to move back east a.s.a.p. to be with my love. There really is no other option. I need her like a  needs crack! She not only makes me whole, she is everything I am not and more. She is the best person I know and I am lucky to be with such an amazing woman. I would give anything for her to be here right now. But I have only myself to blame and my poor management of money for our current predicament. So now with lessons learned about money and time, it’s now time to step my game up and do everything I can to make this work and get back to her as soon as I can. Without her I am not whole. She is my everything.

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